I'm a person who can be very happy and excited, but I also have another side. I can be very down and see everything black. These 'mood swings' aren't easy to live with. It's not like I'm depressive and I have a disorder, but I have 2 sides. Whenever I feel down, I look to pictures on my laptop. From my holidays, party's and texts which make me feel okay. My spirit whenever I feel shitty?