The picture on the left was taken exactly 2 years ago, at the beginning of 2012, such a long time ago. Now, 2 years later I'm feeling better than ever. I've finally found a lifestyle that suits me perfectly and that makes me feel good. I've been through a lot of mental issues the past couple of years and I never felt good in my own body. So 5 months ago I decided to make a change and quitted on sugar, salts, any processed foods and started working out a lot. It's not really a good progress picture, because the time in between is way too long, but I'm happy when I see this.
2 years ago I thought my body was great, but now I think my body is great. I'm healthy, I eat a lot of fruits and veggies and I think twice about what I put into my body. I'm not there yet, I will never be there yet, but I'm coming close!
It isn't a diet for me, it's a lifestyle change. I'm glad that I made the decision for this change and I hope I can keep it up, because my health is the most important thing in my life!


My precious

When you  follow my blog for quite some time (well in general, because I've stopped blogging for like 10 times I guess?) you know I have a Tumblr blog. I've been obsessed with Tumblr since the age of 13 , I guess. It was the perfect combination of escaping my life and get inspired by all those amazing pictures and persons on there. It felt like I had friends, friends who lived far away though, but I had friends. 
I've been neglecting blogging and Tumblr for over a year now, I think. I've apoligized for several times, but I never kept my promise of being active again. I regret it so much.. My big passion is/ was writing and sharing my thoughts on here. It's like my own little (online) diary. When I'm sad or lonely or when I experience any other unhealthy thought, I look into my archive and watch all of my old posts. The pictures are the worst, my writing style couldn't been more bad, but  I enjoyed blogging.
I don't know why I'm writing this nor if it interests you, if there's any you out there who still likes to read my posts, but I'm truly sorry. I know I let some of my followers done and I feel really bad about that. 
You would give me a blast, if you would leave me a comment below and would tell me if you'd like me to go on blogging. It's not like my choice is depending on that, but it would give me some extra motivation I think..

Loves and hugs Nina

My bouncing babies

 My bouncing babies? It's my other name for my Dr. Martens Air Wave's. I have been in love with these boots for ages, so 1 month ago I finally decided to buy them. Even got them for only a third of the price, so that was a really good deal. Since that day I'm literally obsessed with them. Every day I pick out an outfit and these babies always end up on my feet.
Love them... 



Goodmorning everyone. Another day with the sun shining in my eyes When waking up. Well, not really. I could barely open my eyes and couldn't see the sun at all because of my curtains. It's almost the end of march which means spring has already begun and it's suppose to be warmer and more alike to summer. Here in Holland, it's darn cold! The temperture is just above 0 degrees and the sun makes it a bit warmer but not enough to wear your spring coat.. And to make it even worse... I have a disease called "pfeiffer" which makes me extremely tires and ill, like all the time. I really hope it is becoming better when it is turning real spring weather, because i want sun. Nothing more, nothing less! What about you guys? Can you handle this weather any longer or is it going great in your town? Xoxo


Prom 2013

This is probably way too late, but I just couldn't ignore my prom of this year. I don't know if you follow my blog for longer than a year or at least even read it on a daily base. Hard to tell, because I've been ignoring blogging for the past couple of months.. but ok. Back to my story.
So well, last year I had my first prom and I loved it. The dressing-up part I liked most: going to the hairdresser, doing my nails, doing my make-up and of course putting on my dress. Last year I had this extremely gorgous dress from Nelly, but this year I wanted something different. Way different... A shocking but beautiful blue coloured dress got my eye. Not a random dress, a way one of a kind piece. It looks like the typical American prom dresses which you see in all the chickflicks movies and the girly movies with an happy ending. But well, I fell in love and just had to have it and even my mum agreed so we bought it instantly, not thinking that it was more than half a year before my actual prom would be. At least no last-minute stress I guess! 
So yeah my dress was in and my prom was already amazing. It was. My prom 2013 was amazing and I enjoyed it a lot. Just a night to not forget and cherish with me forever, because we are only young once and you have to do it right the first time. I'm really into 'live for the moment' quotes, because you really don't know when life stops or when it fucks you, to be rude. So let's live, day by day and cherish every single moment you have in life. Although you are feeling blue and down, there comes a point when life shines bright on you and supports you in your decisions. It's all about making the good decisions and being who you are. I believe my readers are amazing persons who can handle the world in every aspect. You just have to be strong and not be taken down by stupid persons and negative thoughts.
 Life is an opportunity to develop your greatest inner strength.

My daily pot of tea