Progress

The picture on the left was taken exactly 2 years ago, at the beginning of 2012, such a long time ago. Now, 2 years later I'm feeling better than ever. I've finally found a lifestyle that suits me perfectly and that makes me feel good. I've been through a lot of mental issues the past couple of years and I never felt good in my own body. So 5 months ago I decided to make a change and quitted on sugar, salts, any processed foods and started working out a lot. It's not really a good progress picture, because the time in between is way too long, but I'm happy when I see this.

2 years ago I thought my body was great, but now I think my body is great. I'm healthy, I eat a lot of fruits and veggies and I think twice about what I put into my body. I'm not there yet, I will never be there yet, but I'm coming close!

It isn't a diet for me, it's a lifestyle change. I'm glad that I made the decision for this change and I hope I can keep it up, because my health is the most important thing in my life!

Wanna bake with me?

So close.. but still not there

A detail of my outfit from yesterday. 

My precious

When you  follow my blog for quite some time (well in general, because I've stopped blogging for like 10 times I guess?) you know I have a Tumblr blog. I've been obsessed with Tumblr since the age of 13 , I guess. It was the perfect combination of escaping my life and get inspired by all those amazing pictures and persons on there. It felt like I had friends, friends who lived far away though, but I had friends. 

I've been neglecting blogging and Tumblr for over a year now, I think. I've apoligized for several times, but I never kept my promise of being active again. I regret it so much.. My big passion is/ was writing and sharing my thoughts on here. It's like my own little (online) diary. When I'm sad or lonely or when I experience any other unhealthy thought, I look into my archive and watch all of my old posts. The pictures are the worst, my writing style couldn't been more bad, but  I enjoyed blogging.

I don't know why I'm writing this nor if it interests you, if there's any you out there who still likes to read my posts, but I'm truly sorry. I know I let some of my followers done and I feel really bad about that. 

You would give me a blast, if you would leave me a comment below and would tell me if you'd like me to go on blogging. It's not like my choice is depending on that, but it would give me some extra motivation I think..

Loves and hugs Nina

My bouncing babies

 My bouncing babies? It's my other name for my Dr. Martens Air Wave's. I have been in love with these boots for ages, so 1 month ago I finally decided to buy them. Even got them for only a third of the price, so that was a really good deal. Since that day I'm literally obsessed with them. Every day I pick out an outfit and these babies always end up on my feet.

Love them... 

G'mornin!

Goodmorning everyone. Another day with the sun shining in my eyes When waking up. Well, not really. I could barely open my eyes and couldn't see the sun at all because of my curtains. It's almost the end of march which means spring has already begun and it's suppose to be warmer and more alike to summer. Here in Holland, it's darn cold! The temperture is just above 0 degrees and the sun makes it a bit warmer but not enough to wear your spring coat.. And to make it even worse... I have a disease called "pfeiffer" which makes me extremely tires and ill, like all the time. I really hope it is becoming better when it is turning real spring weather, because i want sun. Nothing more, nothing less! What about you guys? Can you handle this weather any longer or is it going great in your town? Xoxo

Prom 2013

This is probably way too late, but I just couldn't ignore my prom of this year. I don't know if you follow my blog for longer than a year or at least even read it on a daily base. Hard to tell, because I've been ignoring blogging for the past couple of months.. but ok. Back to my story.

So well, last year I had my first prom and I loved it. The dressing-up part I liked most: going to the hairdresser, doing my nails, doing my make-up and of course putting on my dress. Last year I had this extremely gorgous dress from Nelly, but this year I wanted something different. Way different... A shocking but beautiful blue coloured dress got my eye. Not a random dress, a way one of a kind piece. It looks like the typical American prom dresses which you see in all the chickflicks movies and the girly movies with an happy ending. But well, I fell in love and just had to have it and even my mum agreed so we bought it instantly, not thinking that it was more than half a year before my actual prom would be. At least no last-minute stress I guess! 

So yeah my dress was in and my prom was already amazing. It was. My prom 2013 was amazing and I enjoyed it a lot. Just a night to not forget and cherish with me forever, because we are only young once and you have to do it right the first time. I'm really into 'live for the moment' quotes, because you really don't know when life stops or when it fucks you, to be rude. So let's live, day by day and cherish every single moment you have in life. Although you are feeling blue and down, there comes a point when life shines bright on you and supports you in your decisions. It's all about making the good decisions and being who you are. I believe my readers are amazing persons who can handle the world in every aspect. You just have to be strong and not be taken down by stupid persons and negative thoughts.

 Life is an opportunity to develop your greatest inner strength.

My daily pot of tea

Random tuesday

I am ill and at home and came across this pic I made recently. You can make this with the most funny app, mirrorgram i guess its called, but its awesome! You can kind of multiply yourself as many times you would like and in the weirdest ways. Kiss from me!

My breakfast yesterday

Oh this was so incredibly delicious! For breakfast i normally have yoghurt with cruesli and fruit, also lovely but this is Just a breakfast to my heart. A Nice cracker with nuts and on top advocado with little tomatoes with salt and pepper. Really healthy and Also very easy to make. You only need to cut your veggies and it's done! Mmmm do you like advocados?

Snap outfit

Just a Quick pic of my outfit of the day. Hope you like it! Xoxo

Tee and vest, h&m - necklaces, random
And my beloved bordeaux red timberlands

Morning!

So where to start... It has been way to long ago since my last post. The problem i that i am saying that in Every last post but that i did not change it some how.
I am going to make a promise to you and to Myself that from now on i try to blog more often. I have to Find the time to do it because i still love it and it would be a shame to stop it. So trust me, i Will blog!

So i Just woke up but still laying in my bed, so cozy. The weather has been awful and so cold, cant wait for summer!! Luckily i am going to turkey in about a month or so.
Hugs and kisses
Nina

Bring me back my summer

I want to go back to July / August and relive every moment of that holiday. It was just so fricking perfect and especially careless. I wish I could go back...

On my mind..

Lately my life motto has become : carpe diem, hakuna matata or yolo. The last one is just some stupid replacement of carpe diem. I realise it more, every single day, that life ain't forever and that you have to make the best of it while you still can. I've seen things and heard things and it frightens me.. Life os hard, but you have to make it fun. It is a once in a lifetime experience and we should all shaare it together! No more hate and fights, just enjoy life and live it to the fullest! Why waste your time and feelings on stupid and agressive things...

My friends call me a hippie sometimes and yeah i am. I wish i lived in the 70's and that everything was easy. But i do not so i bring that time to my life. I just wanna live my life and relax...

Seize the day!

Well hello...

It's scandalous. I'm so sorry, i can not describe how bad i have felt these past couple of months because i did not blog. I am just so busy... I know it is a stupid excuse, but it is the darn truth. School feels like it's eating me or Something and yeah i am just so buay with everything that ia happening.
I hope that i will be better this week because I have a throat infection so that i can post some more this week.
How are you all btw? Xoxo nina

Spain 2012

The first day, me and my sis enjoying our beers at the beach. Look at the blue sky.. truly amazing 

Thursday we spent the whole morning in Girona. A bit of shopping, a bit of walking and just cosy. I really like the pic because of the background :)

 Dinner in a village in Spain. We always eat there and it never lets us down. Mmm pizza

The amazing view on the bridge of Girona. It looks a bit like Venice I think, can't really tell because I've never been there!

HELLO!!!

Remember me? Nina, 15 years old (almost 16 though), Dutch, loves blogging?
I'm sitting here and don't really know what to write. At the moment I'm enjoying my holiday in Spain for 3 weeks. I was looking on some blogs and then remembered something..
I HAVE A BLOG MYSELF!
Girls I just miss blogging.. I really don't have time I noticed, but it's just too fun and too nice to blog. I can't stop blogging. I just can't. So lets see this as a new beginning. I choose a bad time because I'm on holidays, but still, I wanted to tell this and get some motivation for myself to blog again. When I make a promise, I have to keep it. So now I made a promise to you and  to myself that I have to start blogging again!
How are you all by the way?
Xoxo

My month, may

I have been the baddest blogger and I'm so sorry. Just believe me and trust me that I'll be coming back<3

My month of may? It went so quick.. I had a party in my town called Dancetour and is very well-known here in Holland. All kind of music is on and a lot of dj's. The weather was so perfect and I enjoyed it a lot with my friends. Why does this weather, this amazingly hot weather, has to go away? I'm not in for this cold weather again.. So not. I love bare legs.

Me and 3 friends at Dancetour

Me and a guy before a cafee in my town. We had a party of 2 friends.

My sister turned 21 in February so my brother and I gave her dinner. It was so cozy and I just love them. Perfect night!

XOXO

Keep telling myself the same thing

I love blogging, so that's not the point. You may have noticed and I'm quite sure you do that I'm not posting anything. Or well, 1 post in 2 weeks, but you can't really call it blogging.
I always have an excuse, but it's just that I'm so busy with school and my personal life. I have to deal with a couple of things, unfortunately, but I hope it's over soon.
Understand me please that I'd love to blog, but just don't have the time. I'll be back soon though, so keep waiting for me and have a little peace.

XOXO

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